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No title.Movies. Friendship. Start work. Club Viwawa's 1year Anniversary. My fault. Edited. |
Monday, November 9, 2009;
4:01:00 AM No title. Currently I'm at Evo with Rex, Miaoqi, Hans, Troy and co. Audition is lagging. Keep on dc, hang and lag. Nothing much to do so came to blog. Having terrible gastric problem now. Didn't eat for one whole day. Don't have money to eat also. Came down Evo and get a bottle of free mineral water. Smoke a few sticks as well. Don't know why I'm so emotional for the past few days. Many things happened. Earlier on, I keep thinking I'm the right one, keep thinking I did not do anything wrong. But think back, it was my fault. Blow things big, what I get in the end? Happy? Nah, I don't think I'm happy. I win in the argument, but I lose in friendship. People around me are leaving me and giving me up. I've hurt some of them badly. Sorry doesn't solve whatever mistakes that I've made. Though it doesn't solve, I still apologise but, it seems like no one cares. And they ignored me. This time round, I really need to use my fucking brain to think carefully about everything... Friday, November 6, 2009;
3:08:00 AM Movies. Wednesday midnight after work, went to Cineleisure to catch two movies. Watch Jennifer's Body and Poker King.   Rating: 3.5/5 After movie, walk to Evo and play Audition until morning. Walk over to Peace Centre to have breakfast and head to Bugis. Wait till afternoon, went to office and collect my pay and head home. Reach home, bathe, use computer and sleep. Just now wake up at 2plus, had dinner+supper and then use computer. Damn sleepy again. I feel like sleepin liao. Hahahaha ! Sunday, November 1, 2009;
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12:47:00 AM Start work. Saturday and Sunday, I stayed at home. Didn't go out to have fun =/ Yesterday morning, woke up quite early because it was first day of my job hunting. Read Straits Time and found a Bugis Fashion Wear job. Called and was told that interview will be after 3pm. Was on the msn with Ling. So I ask if she'd any job to recommend. She ask me wanna work at Lanshop or not. So well, I always wanted to work at lanshop because it's a free and easy job. End up, did not go to Bugis for the interview and went down to Parklane for job interviewing. The manager there was quite friendly. Finish interviewing, talk to them for awhile and played one hour of Audition. Soon, head to Bugis to meet up with PS and went for a walk while the time is still early. Went to arcade, saw HF and he was playing Basketball. Lol ! After that, headed to the coffee shop where we usually go to. Wait for MB and Spider to come. Drink kopi, chit chat and makan a bit. Soon, SM and AhKok came. Didn't know they're coming. Lol ! 8.30pm, PS head to meet Yvaine and soon, Spider head to meet his friend as well. About 9plus pm, went to meet up with Keiko at Bugis Junction and they went to buy some birthday present for their friends while HF and MB went to arcade. Walk to arcade and watch them play. Damn funny lar. Make me laugh and laugh and laugh. SM play the drum until drum stick also drop. Wahahahaha ! Went for a smoke and head home at 11plus pm. Reached home, bathe and had my supper :x Off to bed soon as I'm a little sleepy. Ohmygod~ Something growing at my left eye again. Pain and itchy =/ Hope it doesn't get worse. First day of training. Hope my day is a good day. Don't want to turn out to be a monster day. Lalala~ Friday, October 23, 2009;
7:21:00 PM Club Viwawa's 1year Anniversary. Cab to Club Viwawa with mom and her friend. Lawrance korkor was there already. Play poker cards and drank beer. Free flow of beer till 9pm. Weeeeeeeet~ Mom's friend was drunk at 7plus pm because Lawrance korkor make her drunk -.- I was still alright but a little seh due to the beer. I'm a lousy drinker =/ PS came first while GR was on his way down. Smoked and drank with PS. Not long, GR came. Drink together with my parents and others. 11plus pm, PS left. The rest of us continue to drink. 12plus am, Alice auntie came. Damn funny lar she... Before we head home, mom was eating bee hoon. Mom throw some bee hoon at Alice auntie and she throw bee hoon back at mom, inside mom's shirt. So I take revenge. I take some bee hoon and put at Alice auntie's shirt also. Wahahahaha ! She angry like mad man. She was drunk also lar. She's much more lousier than me :x At last, my parents and I were awake. Mom's friend was awake too. Alice auntie and GR was drunk... Reached home at 3am. Bathe and use computer for awhile, after that I went to sleep. But at 5.45am, I woke up. Suddenly couldn't get back to sleep. Feeling very dizzy. Having stomache and feel like vomiting. Went to toilet and after that, drank a packet of Vitasoy. After drinking, I felt better and slowly, I doze off. Woke up at 11am. Went to toilet again as I'm having stomache again and login to alamak to park nick there. Was on the phone with Gomi for awhile and slowly, I doze off again. Lol ! Woke up at about 6pm just now. Wash up, had dinner as mom had cooked. Delicious dish tonight :D After dinner, continue to use computer and off to bathe because I'm having stomache again. Damn it ! Visited toilet for three times today. Morning all the way till now. Gaaaaaaah~ I eat equals to didn't eat because whatever I eat, comes out in the end -.- My lil bro is back from my cousin's house. He's damn action lar. Talk to him, he ignore me. Nabeh ! Sibeh GL lor. Hmmmph~ Thursday, October 22, 2009;
3:24:00 AM My fault. Earlier on, chaos in alamak. Firstly, I wanna apologise to him. I'm super sorry for what had happened. I know you're a bit frustrated with what my friend had said. Sorry. You know who you are. Second, please stop finding trouble already. Enough ! Everything is my fault. I am the one to be blame. If it wasn't me, all these wouldn't have happened. I'm sorry for causing all these unnecessary stuffs. If by disappearing can make all of you feel better, I disappear ok? I really don't wish all these to happen anymore. Lastly, my heart is already shattered and broken into pieces. I'm numbed. I'm tired of every fucking things happening in my life. People around me lectures me, scold me, calling me silly and stupid for being who I am now. But did anyone ever stand into my shoe to think how I feel? Well, I'm just a burden to everyone. I'm sorry then. Wednesday, October 21, 2009;
8:19:00 PM Edited. Firstly, Just only get to know it's your birthday today. Well, hope you enjoy tonight with your family and may all your wishes comes true :) Alright, I'm feeling much better compared to the past few days. Stayed at home for afew days and think through lots of things. Mind still couldn't rest but I will stay calm. Not going out that often like the past. Well, I will still be going for the kopi session whenever there is. I will still feel happy to hang around with those alamak chatters. Though I'm not going out that often, I'm still contactable. Love all those who've always been there for me :D |